Maybe

Maybe you loved me.
You never treated me wrong
I don't know why I left
Maybe i just got scared
Maybe I wanted you to run after me
Maybe i wanted you to stop me
Maybe i just wanted a simple "don't go"
But got none
You accepted the fact that I left
You didn't care that I was gone
You didn't try
Maybe you wanted me gone
Maybe you thought it was easier
Maybe you thought that I didn't wanna be stopped
What happened between us I don't know
I wanted us to be inseparable
Not breakable
I wanted us to be close
Not far
I wanted us to love
Not like
I loved you
You loved me
But just Maybe that wasn't enough
I ask myself if I will ever find a love
Sometimes I imagine you want me back
Sometimes I dream that you come running
Sometimes i picture this fairytale scene
Maybe I want you back
Maybe you want me back
Maybe I'm waiting for you
Maybe your waiting for me
Maybe

Heart broken

His voice repeats in my head
No matter how much i try
It repeats over and over
His voice is like an earthquake
his words like a hurricane
His words repeat
It feels like i'm drowning
As much as i want them gone, is as much as i want them to stay with me forever
He left me with just words
"What if" is the beginning of all my thoughts when it comes to him
Torn apart
Praying he is too
Wishing his only regret was saying goodbye
I never thought i would hear him say those words
I never knew two words could hurt so much
Tears fall from my eyes
I am alone
I feel broken
Tried sewing the pieces back together
Just falls right back apart
My heart is broken
I hope one day he thinks of me
And knows i am thinking of him too
I feel empty
There is a hole
Where my love for him use to be
I thought i could blame him for all the mistakes
But it takes two to make things go wrong
I am the reason
No one is to blame
Everyone makes mistakes i wish he was here
I could tell him how i feel
That he needs to fix my heart
Its broken beyond repair
Like no man could love me more then he
Only he shall ever get the chance

No Hard Feelings

You told me you loved me
I let your love in
Your arms were wide open
So caring and warm
But now filled with doubt
We slowly drift apart
We part with goodbyes
No tears no hard feelings
Thats what scared me the most
The only love i have ever known
Was the love that didn't
I had no tears, no remorse
I thought I found love
But what i found was mearly like
Yes i was the one who left
For reasons no one will ever know
But you didn't stop me
For reasons only you could have known.