Heart broken

His voice repeats in my head
No matter how much i try
It repeats over and over
His voice is like an earthquake
his words like a hurricane
His words repeat
It feels like i'm drowning
As much as i want them gone, is as much as i want them to stay with me forever
He left me with just words
"What if" is the beginning of all my thoughts when it comes to him
Torn apart
Praying he is too
Wishing his only regret was saying goodbye
I never thought i would hear him say those words
I never knew two words could hurt so much
Tears fall from my eyes
I am alone
I feel broken
Tried sewing the pieces back together
Just falls right back apart
My heart is broken
I hope one day he thinks of me
And knows i am thinking of him too
I feel empty
There is a hole
Where my love for him use to be
I thought i could blame him for all the mistakes
But it takes two to make things go wrong
I am the reason
No one is to blame
Everyone makes mistakes i wish he was here
I could tell him how i feel
That he needs to fix my heart
Its broken beyond repair
Like no man could love me more then he
Only he shall ever get the chance